Ciel X Reader Chapter 3: Thoughts

Just giving you a heads up, there is no Lizzy in my story (RIGHT NOW ) Sorry, if you really liked her. But, she is great friends with Ciel still, just lives in America. So she can't visit but she did visit for Ciel's parents' funeral and Madam Red's.
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"       "Means talking
'         'Means thought


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~  MEANWHILE (your asleep) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
CIEL'S POV:
'_____ Back, she's back' he though. 'The one I loved since childhood is back' a smile appeared on his face at thought of all the memories of you and him playing. "Is that a smile I see young master?" Sebastian smirked. Ciel didn't see Sebastian come in, and was brought out of thought, a blush covering his cheek. "Quiet you! Now, Sebastian I need you to send this to the queen" handing him one letter "and this one to Harold Burnett" handing him another letter. "Yes, my lord" Sebastian said, "Also, Sebastian see to it that for dinner we will have (your favorite food) and (favorite dessert) for desert" he knew that you would love him for that, making him smirk at the thought. Sebastian placed his hand over his heart and said "very well, dinner preparations will be ready at 8 o'clock, young master" he bowed and left to go do his tasks at hand. Ciel was left alone to think about you. Everyone he ever loved was dead, but you. His father, mother, and Madam Red, they were all dead. You, his one true love, was alive. He thought that you had perished as well, but no, you were very alive. When he first saw you walk through those doors, his heart sank. Tears might have came out if he didn't control his emotions. He never realized how much you impacted his life. Your eyes, your laugh, your smile, all of this made him feel true happiness.
He made a vow.
'I already lost her once' he stood and looked out into the garden through the window 'and I won't lose her again'


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 2 Hours Later ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
YOUR POV:

You awoke several hours later, you rubbed your eyes and took in your surroundings. , You looked at the clock it was almost 8 o'clock. 'Geez! I think dinner is supposed to be ready soon better, better go' you thought. You got off your bed and walked pass your large mirror. Your hair was a mess, 'bed hair' you laughed. You decided to sit in your (favorite color) vanity mirror. You brushed your (hair color/ hair length) locks; you loved it because Ciel would always play with it. Saying that it felt like silk, and it smelled of (favorite fruit). You giggled at the thought of Ciel doing that now.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~DAYDREAM~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"__________, your hair is still soft as silk and smells of (favorite fruit)"
"Oh! Ciel" you blushed, slapping him playfully on the chest. He held you on his lap in his study, his head buried in your hair. "_______, my dear, I want to be with you, forever…" You stopped giggling and looked him straight in the face, eyes wide. "D-do…you l-love me, Ciel?"
He tilted your hear and held your chin, looking deep into your (eye color) eyes. "I do love you ______, I want to spend every waking moment with you, and you are precious to me. If I lost you….." he paused, looking depressed at thought of you slipping away. "Ciel…." You said in a whisper. He regained his composure; "You mean the world to me _______" You blushed as his other arm held you in place so you wouldn't move, both of you closing in. Eyes closed, waiting for sweet bliss.
Until, Sebastian came in. "My lord, I have Earl Grey Te-"He stopped dead in his tracks, at the view of you and Ciel about to kiss. "Sebastian!" He yelled jumping from his seat, forgetting that you were on his laps. "Ow!" you yelped, falling butt first. "_________!" he said and helped you off the floor. Sebastian said "I apologize, I shall come at another time" he left with a smile on his face.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ REALITY ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
When you were daydreaming you squealed in delight, but fell off you vanity mirror seat. "I'm such a girl" You chuckled getting up; you dusted yourself off and left for the dining room.

You knew where everything was in the manor because of your childhood in this wondrous place. You decided to explore, remember the fun times you had with Ciel through these halls. You smiled at this, and went around a corner, not knowing that someone was running towards you. "CIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEL!!!!!" they screamed. You turned around quickly finding a strange Indian man running towards you, his eyes full of tears. 'What the he- 'before you could do anything he tackled you to the ground. He was heavy and his constant whining hurt your ears. He kept saying Ciel's name and how he missed you. 'Who the hell is this guy?' you thought. Trying to push him off, he kept hugging you. "GET OFF ME!!" You screamed. The man suddenly looked at you, backing off a bit. "You're not Ciel"